i love the way he’s sucking that dick - so attentive, focused, and desperate to please. He’s working the shaft in hopes of getting a mouth full of hot cum. And i understand that. i frequently fall into the trap of thinking that the goal of a good blow job should be an explosion of cum in the mouth or down the throat. But i’m not sure anymore.
As a young fag, i struggled initially with the taste, the smell, the very baseness of eating the fluids of a Man’s dick. i just wanted Him to fuck me. But i grew to become an expert cock sucker because i believed that was what Men wanted. And of course, some do. But for a great many others, getting their cock sucked is just the prelude. To have a Man’s dick in your mouth is humbling and many Men simply enjoy witnessing the self-degradation of a fag desperately working their cock. But most cocks i’ve sucked have ended up cumming up my ass, not down my throat. Even when i’ve been grabbed by the head and gagged on their dick it’s usually an act of dominance more than an attempt to cum. Still. i always show my respect and submission and will always give it my best, even if it means i’m just getting it wet for my tight hole.